The Moneychangers at the African Borders.
3. When an Unknown Fear Begins to Take Over Your Heart
The Weeds of Thought Which Grow in the Field of Your Heart ··· 82
The Lady Who Killed the Daughter She Wanted to Protect ··· 86
A Female Student Who Was Held in
the Thought That She Was Going to Die ··· 89
The Index of the Heart Cannot Be Measured ··· 91
She Could Not Reveal How Much She Missed Her Mother ··· 95
Take Me to the Place Where There Is No Fear ··· 99
If This Continues, I’m Going to Die.
Then What’s Going to Happen to My Daughter? ··· 103
When the Heart First Becomes Freed from Despair ··· 107
4.The Warm Voice that Drives You to Suicide
How Did My Father Overcome All of That Sadness? ··· 112
A 30-Year-Old Pain That Drinking Could Not Erase ··· 115
Murder Is Difficult, but So Is Suicide ··· 117
If This Continues, I Will Surely Die ··· 121
The Unseen Power That Drags Us to Our Death ··· 124
I Don’t Even Know Why I Did That ··· 126
Thoughts That Drag Me, Regardless of My Will ··· 128
5. The True Nature of the Power That Makes You Trust in Yourself
People Who Think That They Are Right ··· 134
I Paid for the Taxi! Fine, Let’s Take It to the Judge ··· 135
Compliments Are Dangerous When You Consider the Long-Term ··· 139
I’ve Done Something Terrible That I Can Never Fix ··· 143
The CEO Who Lost Everything Overnight ··· 146
People Who Follow after the Mirage of Life ··· 149
You Have to Know That the True Nature of
These Thoughts Is Different from Those of Your Own Heart ··· 154
6. I Want to Touch My Son’s Hand
So Many Thoughts That Come and Go ··· 160
What Is This Thought Stronger than Mine? ··· 162
People Live Proud Relying on That Final Piece of Pride ··· 165
I’m a Person Who Will Become Great ··· 169
Life Is Not Something I Lived by Myself ··· 171
Counting Down the Days to See His Mother ··· 174
I’m the One Who Made My Mother Pass Away ··· 178
What Should You Do to Not Return to Prison? ··· 180
7. When the Hearts Flow Together, Pain Disappears
The Thoughtless Shell of a Human, the Mankurt··· 186
You’re Not a Mankurt. Your Real Name Is Zholaman ··· 188
Was Man This Evil from the Start? ··· 192
Call Your Father and Express Your Heart ··· 195
Clara, Who Followed Her Boyfriend to Canada ··· 196
Father, I’m Sorry. I Was So Wrong ··· 198
Happiness Comes from a Flowing Heart ··· 201
8. There Is a Small Happiness that Awaits You
The Happy Life Enjoyed from
Learning the World of the Heart ··· 206
Nobody Will Receive Me like This ··· 207
The John Who Met His Mother’s Heart ··· 210
When You’re Cornered by Your Thoughts,
It’s Hard to Make the Right Judgment ··· 212
The Story of the Man Who Traded Vengeance for Love ··· 216
If You Search for Them,
There Are Many Happy Things That You Can Do ··· 219
The Sprout of Hope Arises in the Place
Where Loathing and Hatred Used to Be ··· 223
Hoping That There Will Be No More Young People
Who Turn Out like John ··· 225